OHHMGOSH

Dear Diane,

Why can't they remember how they used to be the same way? Why can't they even pretend to understand the bull we're going through? I don't get it...why can't God fix the problem between teenagers & their parents? My friend just got kicked out of his house. He has nowhere to go. He's going to have to drop out of school, get his GED, and go to Westside Tech. I'll probably never get to see him again. This kid always put me in a good mood even when I didn't want to smile. I can talk to him about anything && everything. He's never judged me. I understand that I can't offer him my house. I understand that I can't help him...even though I'd do anything to be able to. Maybe God wants me to learn that people won't stay there forever. I get it...now can't JJ just come back?? I miss him soo much already...I can't even imagine what school's going to be like without him. Truth: I'm completely && totally in love with him...and he knows it, but he loves someone else & I've learned to accept that. He's my best guy friend, my protection, & my favorite hug. He's like a brother to me. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do without him. He's the first person to ever tell me that no matter what time it is, if I'm in trouble, I could call him. He was like my bodyguard. I know this is making me sound extremely selfish, but I want My James!!

Yours,
Elizabeth